through Joanna Neff
I am St. Germain, and I AM persistent.
I would never have made it through my incarnation as Merlin if
I had not been persistent, considering what I was dealing with.
I would suggest more than one incarnation as Merlin. I was not
a mere magician, you see. I wanted to teach them spiritual truths
so that they could grow and learn.
All right. I have asked to come in this
evening because I want to talk about this matter of these negative
energies, these negative entities. From a Light perspective I
see them blended in, so that within one room they are
all blended in like macaroni and cheese. You know: When it's
melted, it's all blended together, do you see? It's like the
spaghetti and the sauce--not they're standing there and you're
standing here. It's not the black side and the white side.
Not just the black chess pieces and the white chess pieces. It's
not like that. They're everywhere, Folks. They're among
Now, in the Oneness they are accommodated.
In the Oneness they are learning. In the Oneness you teach them.
They teach you about your lessons, don't they? Who irritates
you the most? Isn't that about you? "I really dislike
his thinning hair"; "I really hate that hat he's wearing."
It's about you.
I know you understand this, and I wish
to say to you that this business of reflection is in the Ego's
domain. That means that when I'm talking to someone, I'm filtering
my entire reality and my entire perception of who that person
is by what's reflected back to me. The only way I DON't do that
if I'm what you would call an enlightened being who's detached.
I'm not attached to the outcome of my words; I'm not attached
to the outcome of my actions or my thoughts. What that means
is: I'm not reading who I am by what's being reflected back to
me. I can objectivize and witness my life, and the emotions running
through me, and what's going on around me without that having
to reflect something about me.
So it is with negative energies, negative
entities--people who are a mixture, in conflict. They're trying
to get rid of whatever these things are, and so forth. The other
aspect of this is that if you realize that you are a person who
is looking in the mirror all the time, you can benefit greatly
in learning from this.
Our Jyoti experiences this in sessions
with people. She's very clear that people who come to her in
person and in phone sessions are teaching her about herself.
And it's amazing but true that oftentimes she shares issues with
these clients. Gratefully, and gracefully, she gets it. On the
one hand, the reflection can serve you; on the other hand, it
can aggravate you. You choose which it's going to be.
I would ask you now to look around at the
other wonderful souls reflected here and see what reflections
are occurring. What do you see reflected of you? Wonderful things.
Wonderful things. Look at who you all are by looking at each
Now I would suggest that (and Melora has
said this in the past) another reason why people keep going to
workshops these days is becauseof what Melora terms becoming
"a workshop junkie." There you can see changes taking
place in yourself. "If I go to a workshop I feel very high;
I feel the love; I feel wonderful. Then I leave, and I go back
home, and I don't feel that anymore." I am not making fun
of people. I have total understanding and compassion for this.
What Melora was discussing and what I am
discussing for people this weekend is: How do you change that?
How do you keep the momentum going after the workshop is over?
As Melora said, the secret and the answer is here [indicating
the heart]--not here [indicating the mind]. And so many of us
in our times in the body will everything from here [indicating
the mind], including "this is how you act if you're loving,"
do you see. I figure out what being loving is by observing how
other people (who seem to be loving) act. Then I'm accepted.
But the truth here is: "I'm really
lonely"; "I really wish I could be myself"; I
wish someone would accept me for who I am as me," because
it takes a whale of a lot of energy to pretend you're someone
who you are not. The energy that you have to expend to sustain
this persona that isn't you is tremendous and is very fatiguing.
Plus, it is invalidating to the Self. It is harmful to the Self
to say, "I don't even accept myself. Why should you
In much of the work that we (whom you call
The Ascended Masters) do, you are really standing beside us,
looking at yourselves "here," now, and saying: "Oh.
Aren't they wonderful? I just love them so much. Why don't they
see that they are the same as we are?" That would be even
more wonderful. So you're standing here with me, as you on the
"level" that I'm at, looking at you "now,"
wishing you could join us [laughs]. This is closer to what we
mean when we say "Oneness." There is no way that this
can be understood mentally.
I'm going to do an exercise with you now.
Place your right hand with your fingers together like this. Focus
your consciousness right on your heart, wherever that is for
you. (Our Jyoti thinks her heart is a little higher than it is,
and that's fine.) Focus your total attention on this spot [indicates
placing finger tips on heart chakra]. Bring energy, now, in from
your Higher Self through your crown. Don't open it up too wide.
Just a straight pipeline from your Higher Self, down the shushumna
(central light channel), now down your right arm, through your
right hand and into your heart center in this little explosion.
It's not painful. It's just this little
explosion, spreading out and around you and creating this beautiful
sphere of light around you. Is there anybody who doesn't have
that yet? All right. Now take your hand and just move it gently
back and forth in front of you, across the room, across the person
who's next to you. Now direct that light into the room and into
the people in the room. You should start to feel an impulse here
[indicating the hand]. Understand that with your mere intention,
with no help from me or from any of the other beings who are
supporting you tonight, you are creating this. You can do this
again and again and again, if you choose.
Now, the other hand. Channel the light
energy straight down through your crown, down your arms and out
your fingers. We would just ask that you not point, for that
has such an aggressive feel to it. This is that bibbety-bobbety-boo!
You know? Do you feel that? Now bring this to your third eye,
and what do you feel? Is anyone still on their chairs? I welcome
your feedback on what you are feeling right now--just in your
Person One (a male): Pressure.
Person Two (another male): Waves washing over
Person Three (a female): Warmth.
Person Four (another female): A flow.
Person Five (another female): Golden.
Now bring your hands down to your sides.
Come back to the heart. Now let the energy wash over you. Now,
what you've done is to call forth energy and direct it to a purpose.
You can create any numbers of ways to do this. It is limited
only by your imagination.
You can intend to send this healing light
to someone at a distance-- someone who's having a health problem
or a difficult time with some life challenge. You can use this
same technique, and I'm seeing a kind of golden-yellow color
or a yellow-white color. You're directing it right down your
arms. What do you think the old-style "magicians" like
Merlin did? True ones.
I am sensing that it would be a good time
to open up for questions. I, St. Germain, and The Council of
12: "Lady Masters of Karma" wish you great Joy of the
Light. We wish you great spiritual prosperity. I am St. Germain.