Melora through Joanna Neff
QUESTIONER
1: Melora, since you
and I did my soul retrieval, I had this kind of a "hive
mentality." Many of my past lives keep coming up, rearing
their little heads in my consciousness." I say, "Oh.
That's okay. That's where that came from." Which kind of
relates to T's question about where we say, "Okay. That
happened in another lifetime." For example, when I start
coughing in the middle of the night and I can't see anything,
I know that "Pompeii" has come to visit. We haven't
had any cigarettes since Pompeii came back to visit. [General
laughter]
MELORA: Very good.
QUESTIONER
1: The part I asked back
didn't want me to smoke. She said, "You don't need this
in your life."
MELORA: When you connect with expressions
of yourself in other lifetimes, it's that obvious.
QUESTIONER
1: A hive mentality .
. . I think of myself in terms of "we."
MELORA: Is this the nurse we? "We
must take our medicine."
QUESTIONER
1: I feel more of a hive,
as opposed to "we" being my guides. I think of my guides
as old brothers and sisters when I hang out with them. But I
think of my other selves as kind of a part of me. It's like a
royal me.
MELORA: The "royal plural."
QUESTIONER
1: Yes. I'm trying to
figure out how to determine "I's" instead of "we's,"
because I'm feeling that I'm still . . . I want to integrate
them further.
MELORA: They feel a bit split off? What
tone do you hear when you say "we" to yourself?
QUESTIONER
1: Um, sometimes it's
"royal" . . . There's definitely a tone of "I'm
here in this body now, so you guys all have to accommodate me."
MELORA: If it is disturbing, then it needs
to be resolved. If it is just part of this process of integrating,
then apparently it is necessary for a time. What sensitive people,
as all hear are of course . . . a common experience of those
of high sensitivity is to believe totally that whatever is going
on now--that's it. It's going to go on forever. This is not true.
QUESTIONER
1: Part of my Ego is
saying, "Well, they're gonna lock you up if they hear you
talking to yourself."
MELORA: You might be selective about . .
. Just understand that apparently it has arisen out of the process
of integration. It is the way that you are dealing with having
the soul fragments come back, and so on. Unless they're rebelling
openly [laughs], it's probably all right. Just consider that
it's something that's going to be here temporarily. Understanding
also that the integration process can take some time. Some parts
can integrate in a day; others take . . . for example, for our
Jyoti there was one soul fragment that took almost a year to
integrate.
QUESTIONER
1: Sometimes it's like
a big party. It's kind of nice. You're never really alone.
MELORA: As long as you don't get schizoid
and disassociate each individual. It might be more diplomatic
to relate to these other incarnational consciousnesses more on
an equal basis than the "motherly" level.
QUESTIONER
2: Would Soul Retrieval
be appropriate for my son?
MELORA: Give us a moment. Do we have permission
to speak before the group?
QUESTIONER
2: Yes.
MELORA: And if it becomes uncomfortable,
maybe we should talk about this privately. We are receiving that
something jarred him when he was very young--something that happened
when you weren't in the room. Much of the sense of "dragging
his feet" is because of this. We are not receiving that
there are major fragments "out there" but there is
this one big thing.
QUESTIONER
2: How young was he?
MELORA: We are seeing . . . between birth
and two years old. Something jarred him that he was unable to
articulate because of being so young, and it has stayed with
him in some sense--but not in consciousness.
QUESTIONER
2: Could it be when we
came here to this country?
MELORA: This is more an event, meaning a
"visitation." Contact being made with him that scared
him. And so he has had difficulty in trusting because of this.
QUESTIONER
2: Thank you.
QUESTIONER
3: I had a question about
connecting with other lives. For example, in another life one
was beheaded. Is one able to access that other life? At what
level is one able to access that other life? Do you, too, affect
it in its Ascension process?
MELORA: We have expressed it this way: If
you picture someone in an Elizabethan life (a female) who is
accused of "bewitching" someone, instead of his taking
ownership of his own lust, and being beheaded for it, then picture
being that woman for a moment. Picture her being in The
Tower. And it's cold. And experience what you would feel like,
knowing that the next morning--or in a week, or whatever--you're
going to be beheaded. While you're in that room, you know your
death is coming.
And then you're picturing
yourself outside, where you're about to be beheaded. And you're
picturing all the people who are standing there--all the people
you love and all the people you fear. And there are people who
turned on you, so there are issues of betrayal. And in this dark
night of the soul, everything drifts away that is of the typical
3rd-dimensional way of thinking, because you are confronting
this moment of truth. And
so all is stripped away but your own core experience of your
life at that time.
In that moment it's like
a camera lens opening. You have an energetic feeling of something
so much greater than yourself, and something gives you inspiration.
Something helps bring peace to you, even if you believe your
God has betrayed you. That something is your future self
. . . at the moment your future self turns into you. In that
moment, when the shutter opens, in that life there is a consciousness
and a bridging and a reunion with a future consciousness or a
future expression of yourself, and that is how you access that
life back and forth across time. Do you see?
QUESTIONER
3: So it doesn't necessarily
play out that you help them change something that they were involved
in so much as you work with the attitude, the understanding
of the circumstances, as they're playing out . . .
MELORA: The assistance part usually goes
on at night, during dreamtime. Much assistance between incarnational
lifetimes goes on then. Our Jyoti's experience is that she has
many reunion dreams with people she doesn't know in this life,
where she feels her heart is going to burst because this is someone
she's missed so much, but they're not people she knows in the
current lifetime. When they greet each other there's always tremendous
joy.
Whether you remember the
dream or not, you do make these kinds of connection with other
aspects of yourself. And also, you make connections with other
aspects of those with whom you're involved in this life.
For example, a husband, sister, wife daughter, mother, friends,
and so on. You all have relationships with each other in these
other incarnational existences as well. So you may not see yourself
in that life but you may see friends from this life in
that environment, in that particular "historic" period.
It's the same as when you
have a dream and you know that it's so-and-so, but it doesn't
look anything like them. But it has their essence. So
you say: "You know? This was Matilda," but it doesn't
look anything like Matilda. Knowing that energy essence
of the person, that "signature" of them that identifies
them at that person, you may be tuning in to that signature as
it is expressed in another lifetime.
QUESTIONER
4: You were speaking
of when you recognize yourself in a past life. You were talking
about the window opening. This is a great opportunity, then,
to send love and light back to yourself back at that time.
MELORA: Yes.
QUESTIONER
4: . . . which can have
the effect of . . . if that's been holding you in this present,
it can give you release and allow you to heal.
MELORA: Yes. Very good. Exactly. So in healing
"here," you heal all, back and forward in time.
QUESTIONER
4: And, as you were saying,
it's wise to recognize multi-dimensional selves for that purpose?
MELORA: Yes. Precisely. Well-put. Thank
you.
QUESTIONER
4: I get this feeling
that I'm about to unite with some Pleiadian friends, and I'm
looking forward to it.
MELORA: We would say that there Pleiadians
of higher dimensions and lower dimensions as well, and all those
doing the higher light work right now are very evident about
their wish to be of service to you for your highest good--and
not merely in service to themselves. And so was there a question
there?
QUESTIONER
4: Well, it's not so
much a question as, as we were talking there . . . and then there
was this revelation of certain avenues that I can actually explore
out of my great desire for the Ascension process.
MELORA: That desire will carry you very
far--all this motive force for Ascension to happen for
you. When you are clear about that intent, your guides do anything
and everything to reach toward you, as you reach toward them,
and pull you across. As the honorable St. Germain put it, "We
will pull you toward us."
QUESTIONER
4: I give them all permission
to do that. [general laughter]
MELORA: There is great joy.
QUESTIONER
1: Am I correct that
people who feel resonant to certain time periods are connecting
to their past and future selves . . . people who feel an affinity
for a certain star system have beings or entities in their soul
hierarchy, that they can call their guides in and ask to access
these other entities?
MELORA: Yes, but understand that it's much
like ethnic groups, and, you know, America's a melting pot, and
so there are many starry influences on people. One young man
we know who is very Pleiadian, wishes to have been from Maya
because of all of the "stuff" with the Mayans, and
so forth. But we said, "You are not from there. We are so
sorry, but you're from another star." But as we explained
to him, he sort of went "abroad" to school, so his
sensing of affinity with the star Maya is much as if you spent
a lot of time in London and you came back to America and you
were feeling very nostalgic for Great Britain.
In the course of your experiences,
and your energetic expressions in other star systems you might
consider future, past, or whatever, you have many different cultural
influences at the soul level, just as you do in this life
when you travel, when you have friends from various places in
the world or even different parts of the same country.
It is the same way in your relationships and your destinations
and your "home ports," if you will, among the stars
and among your many lives.
And so, when someone asks
us "Where am I really from?" and someone in our last
session said, "Well, what if I find out I'm only from New
York?" [general laughter] the way we receive that we should
answer this is to tell you what your most ancient expression
as a soul being "was." That point of origin is what
we would focus on. But then the other aspect of this is your
resonance and your signature, which you are recognized by and
which those ships out there are broadcasting to you from . .
. They say, "Okay. She's one of us. He's got the Pleiadian
signature!" And so they're broadcasting to you.
If you picture the sky in
5th Dimension, now, getting literally packed with interdimensional
"spectators," you could understand why your jaws might
ache sometimes. All those light beings are broadcasting to their
"own," those of their signature vibration, their signature
energy information--their light information--to you to bring
you home.
And so there is also that
resonance. For example, our Jyoti has Cherokee blood. She says,
"It doesn't show, but I feel it." There is that energetic
thing that's stronger, even, than what you look like. Therefore,
you can be a melting pot starry-wise, starry-lineage-wise, but
there is going to be a main energy that you carry that is your
signature, and that's what your own beings who are your family
of beings and your home beings recognize is also the energy
that will call to you.
QUESTIONER
5: Is it important to
know where you're from?
MELORA: Have you felt a longing? Have you
felt that you're not really from here?
QUESTIONER
5: Yes.
MELORA: Then wouldn't that be important?
Because when you discover that resonance, that home group, that
home star system, and those beings of that system, you find your
true family. And this agonizing loneliness that so many star
children feel (and have felt all their lives) goes away. And
your understanding of Ascension becomes that you are going home.
You have an experience when you meet with them in going home
of tremendous joy, and suddenly you are around beings of your
same resonance and you're home within yourself and with them.
The joy of the reunion is shared on their part too, for they
have suffered a loneliness for you as well.
QUESTIONER
5: Are you speaking of
souls of this dimension?
MELORA: No. Beings of your home system,
your home vibration. They are friends, whether they have 3-dimensional
bodies or not. There are friendships in other dimensions. There
is love, of course, expressed, and there are relationships of
great intensity energetically. They're what you think of as harmonizing
with another person in friendship, in family, by blood, by marriage,
or whatever. These relationships are of a resonance that is only
glimpsed here. If you can appreciate that "there" you
have total resonance, then you might have a taste of the
joy that is in store for you in returning.
QUESTIONER
3: Melora, I would like
to know my stellar point of origin.
MELORA: Is it all right to share this with
the group?
QUESTIONER
3: Yes.
MELORA: Give us a moment. We are receiving
Siriun, with a heavy Pleiadian influence. [general laughter]
"Heavy" is not a judgmental term. Heavy means that
there's a resonance. There's an influence there that is almost
like relationship--almost as if there were a Soul contract, as
it were, on higher levels between your Core Soul and another
soul. We sensed a sort of double-guide effect that you might
be interpreting as conflict when you were younger: "Do this."
"No. Do that." "Be this." "No. Be that."
QUESTIONER
3: Yes. I've thought,
Well, if I go the spiritual way, I can't go the material way.
[laughs]
MELORA: This would not be an expression
of that sort of thing . . . a sense of guidance shifting back
and forth. A perception--
QUESTIONER
3: Two people trying
to drive the same car?
MELORA: Something like that.
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