through
Joanna Neff
I am St. Germain, and I AM
persistent. I would never have made it through my incarnation
as Merlin if I had not been persistent, considering what I was
dealing with. I would suggest more than one incarnation as Merlin.
I was not a mere magician, you see. I wanted to teach them spiritual
truths so that they could grow and learn.
All right. I have asked to
come in this evening because I want to talk about this matter
of these negative energies, these negative entities. From a Light
perspective I see them blended in, so that within one
room they are all blended in like macaroni and cheese. You know:
When it's melted, it's all blended together, do you see? It's
like the spaghetti and the sauce--not they're standing there
and you're standing here. It's not the black side and the
white side. Not just the black chess pieces and the white chess
pieces. It's not like that. They're everywhere, Folks.
They're among you everywhere.
Now, in the Oneness they
are accommodated. In the Oneness they are learning. In the Oneness
you teach them. They teach you about your lessons, don't
they? Who irritates you the most? Isn't that about you?
"I really dislike his thinning hair"; "I really
hate that hat he's wearing." It's about you.
I know you understand this,
and I wish to say to you that this business of reflection is
in the Ego's domain. That means that when I'm talking to someone,
I'm filtering my entire reality and my entire perception of who
that person is by what's reflected back to me. The only way I
DON't do that if I'm what you would call an enlightened being
who's detached. I'm not attached to the outcome of my words;
I'm not attached to the outcome of my actions or my thoughts.
What that means is: I'm not reading who I am by what's being
reflected back to me. I can objectivize and witness my life,
and the emotions running through me, and what's going on around
me without that having to reflect something about me.
So it is with negative energies,
negative entities--people who are a mixture, in conflict. They're
trying to get rid of whatever these things are, and so forth.
The other aspect of this is that if you realize that you are
a person who is looking in the mirror all the time, you can benefit
greatly in learning from this.
Our Jyoti experiences this
in sessions with people. She's very clear that people who come
to her in person and in phone sessions are teaching her about
herself. And it's amazing but true that oftentimes she shares
issues with these clients. Gratefully, and gracefully, she gets
it. On the one hand, the reflection can serve you; on the other
hand, it can aggravate you. You choose which it's going to be.
I would ask you now to look
around at the other wonderful souls reflected here and see what
reflections are occurring. What do you see reflected of you?
Wonderful things. Wonderful things. Look at who you all are by
looking at each other.
Now I would suggest that
(and Melora has said this in the past) another reason why people
keep going to workshops these days is becauseof what Melora terms
becoming "a workshop junkie." There you can see changes
taking place in yourself. "If I go to a workshop I feel
very high; I feel the love; I feel wonderful. Then I leave, and
I go back home, and I don't feel that anymore." I am not
making fun of people. I have total understanding and compassion
for this.
What Melora was discussing
and what I am discussing for people this weekend is: How do you
change that? How do you keep the momentum going after the workshop
is over? As Melora said, the secret and the answer is here [indicating
the heart]--not here [indicating the mind]. And so many of us
in our times in the body will everything from here [indicating
the mind], including "this is how you act if you're loving,"
do you see. I figure out what being loving is by observing how
other people (who seem to be loving) act. Then I'm accepted.
But the truth here is: "I'm
really lonely"; "I really wish I could be myself";
I wish someone would accept me for who I am as me," because
it takes a whale of a lot of energy to pretend you're someone
who you are not. The energy that you have to expend to sustain
this persona that isn't you is tremendous and is very fatiguing.
Plus, it is invalidating to the Self. It is harmful to the Self
to say, "I don't even accept myself. Why should you
accept me?"
In much of the work that
we (whom you call The Ascended Masters) do, you are really standing
beside us, looking at yourselves "here," now, and saying:
"Oh. Aren't they wonderful? I just love them so much. Why
don't they see that they are the same as we are?" That would
be even more wonderful. So you're standing here with me, as you
on the "level" that I'm at, looking at you "now,"
wishing you could join us [laughs]. This is closer to what we
mean when we say "Oneness." There is no way that this
can be understood mentally.
EXERCISE
I'm going to do an exercise
with you now. Place your right hand with your fingers together
like this. Focus your consciousness right on your heart, wherever
that is for you. (Our Jyoti thinks her heart is a little higher
than it is, and that's fine.) Focus your total attention on this
spot [indicates placing finger tips on heart chakra]. Bring energy,
now, in from your Higher Self through your crown. Don't open
it up too wide. Just a straight pipeline from your Higher Self,
down the shushumna (central light channel), now down your
right arm, through your right hand and into your heart center
in this little explosion.
It's not painful. It's just
this little explosion, spreading out and around you and creating
this beautiful sphere of light around you. Is there anybody who
doesn't have that yet? All right. Now take your hand and just
move it gently back and forth in front of you, across the room,
across the person who's next to you. Now direct that light into
the room and into the people in the room. You should start to
feel an impulse here [indicating the hand]. Understand that with
your mere intention, with no help from me or from any of the
other beings who are supporting you tonight, you are creating
this. You can do this again and again and again, if you choose.
Now, the other hand. Channel
the light energy straight down through your crown, down your
arms and out your fingers. We would just ask that you not point,
for that has such an aggressive feel to it. This is that bibbety-bobbety-boo!
You know? Do you feel that? Now bring this to your third eye,
and what do you feel? Is anyone still on their chairs? I welcome
your feedback on what you are feeling right now--just in your third eye.
Person
One
(a male): Pressure.
Person
Two (another
male): Waves washing over me.
Person
Three (a
female): Warmth.
Person
Four
(another female): A flow.
Person
Five
(another female): Golden.
Now bring your hands down
to your sides. Come back to the heart. Now let the energy wash
over you. Now, what you've done is to call forth energy and direct
it to a purpose. You can create any numbers of ways to do this.
It is limited only by your imagination.
You can intend to send this
healing light to someone at a distance-- someone who's having
a health problem or a difficult time with some life challenge.
You can use this same technique, and I'm seeing a kind of golden-yellow
color or a yellow-white color. You're directing it right down
your arms. What do you think the old-style "magicians"
like Merlin did? True ones.
I am sensing that it would
be a good time to open up for questions. I, St. Germain, and
The Council of 12: "Lady Masters of Karma" wish you
great Joy of the Light. We wish you great spiritual prosperity.
I am St. Germain. 